& I can’t help but thinking if it was meant to be, it would have been.





I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.
Stephen Chbosky,The Perks of Being a Wallflower


behindmylove:

TVD Episode Poster > 2.21 The Sun Also Rises
“Elena, it’s no easy task being an ordinary parent to an extraordinary child. I failed in that task. And because of my prejudices, I failed you. I’m haunted by how things might have played out differently if I’d been more willing to hear your side of things. For me, it’s the end. For you, a chance to grow old and someday do better with your own child than I did with mine. It’s for that child that I give you my ring. I don’t ask for your forgiveness, nor for you to forget. I ask only that you believe this. Whether you are now reading this as a human or as a vampire, I love you all the same. As I’ve always loved you and always will. John.” John Gilbert





Well what’s new? Are you satisfied with the part you have cast yourself in? I get bored of sitting and waiting. Are you sure you don’t want to act? It seems that you have decided to become a reactor rather than an actor— everything around will determine your life. The play is going to go on whether you sit in the theatre or not. It will even play to an empty house and so you may as well try out. Vicarious experiences remind me of a line from Doctor Zhivago:
‘Man is born to live not to prepare for life.’



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